When I remember Lisa, I don't think about her clothes...
...or her work, where she was from, or even what she said.
I think about her smell, her taste.
Her skin touching mine.
The first time I met her was at the Brixton Academy.
One, two, three...
You want a part of me
You want the whole thing
You want to feeI something more than I could ever bring
You want it badly You want it tangled
I want to feeI something more than I was strangled
I fell in love with the sweet sensation
I gave my heart to a simple chord
I gave my souI to a new religion
Whatever happened to you?
Whatever happened to our rock 'n' roll?
She wants it hallow She wants it tainted
She wants to feeI something more than she was naked
You want to hide away. You're scared to touch it
I want to feeI something more than I care to take
I fell in love with the sweet sensation
I gave my heart to a simple chord
I gave my souI to a new religion.
Whatever happened to you?
Whatever happened...
...to our rock 'n' roll, yeah
Whatever happened to our rock 'n' roll?
She can't have you cryin'
Puttin' on your disguise
You're so sweet, yes
She's not the leader of religion, yeah
She's gonna save your souI, yeah
Where are you going?
I have a meeting this morning.
An appointment. With my supervisor.
The Antarctic.
Thirteen million, eight hundred thousand square kilometres of ice.
A continent of ice.
A place where no man had ever been untiI the twentieth century.
On another day. C'mon, c'mon
With these ropes I tied. Can we do no wrong
Now we grieve cos now is gone
Things were good when we were young
With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cos now is gone
Things were good when we were young
Is it safe to say? C'mon, c'mon
Was it right to leave? C'mon, c'mon
Will I ever learn? C'mon, c'mon
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
As I make my way. C'mon, c'mon
These better nights that seem too long
Now we grieve cos now is gone
Things were good when we were young
With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cos now is gone
Things were good when we were young
Is it safe to say? C'mon, c'mon
Was it right to leave? C'mon, c'mon
Will I ever learn? C'mon, c'mon
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
Is it safe to say? C'mon, c'mon
Was it right to leave? C'mon, c'mon
Will I never learn? C'mon, c'mon
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
And on this day these deepened wounds don't heaI so fast
Can't hear me croon of a million lies that speak no truth
Of the time gone by that now is through
Oh, baby, pay attention to me.
I was gonna make your breakfast.
Fuck me, now.
Please. Please. Say it again. Again.
Sit.
Come here.
Fuck me.
Put me inside you.
Do it faster. Fuck me faster.
Come inside me
Coffee?
Yeah. Why not? I'll put it back on.
Do you think I look like a boy?
Yeah, that's why I like you.
Boy
GirI
I've really big muscles.
They're like wings.
You look like an angeI.
That was a bit clogged.
Only unhappy people are bad dancers.
How do Americans dance?
Like this.
Turn around.
Like this?
And everyone from BraziI
...dance like this. They can't help it.
This is how they dance at raves in America.
This is how we dance in England.
That's fantastic.
Do you think we'll ever make love without using a condom?
No.
Have all the tests, make sure I'm clean.
I know.
But I like it better this way.
I'm gonna take a bath.
Yeah, you should do, you stink.
Hi, Natasha.
Last night was fine. I just finished work and came home.
What happened to you?
You always get all the good boys! What's his name?
Well, I'm coming in to work at six.
Yeah, I'll see you then. Okay.
Bye. Bye.
Natasha always has these ridiculous stories of these men that she meets.
Really, really fucking weird men.
The weirdest people come into our bar. Princes...
...sons of whoever, and daughters of whoever
...and their girlfriends and boyfriends and prostitutes
I went out with a guy who always had a briefcase with him.
And rumour had it that it was filled with 20,000 euros at all times.
Did you ever see the money?
I saw ten thousand of it.
All the fallen angels
Roostin' in this place
Count back the weeks on worried fingers
Virgin mother what's-her-face
You don't need to sleep alone
You bring the house down
Choose your favourite shoes
And keep your blues on cruise controI
All the gelded mongrels
Bare their teeth for you
Drag your feathers 'cross the dance-floor
Throw your shapes electric blue
You don't need to sleep alone
You bring the house down
Choose your favourite shoes
And keep your blues on cruise controI
Man.
Blue. White.
Ocean.
Waves.
Desert.
Storm.
Us.
So sexy
I'm sexy
So come and dance with me, MichaeI
Those glasses are so ugly.
I'm trying to look ugly.
Well, they look stupid.
I'm trying to look stupid.
So come and dance with me. So come and dance with me.
I've had... one from Colombia...
...one from BraziI, one from Argentina...
...one from Germany when I was in high schooI.
I have an English boyfriend.
Isn't this romantic?
BeautifuI morning.
No, it's not, it's grey.
I don't want to, I'm scared.
The only reason I would swim in there is if I really loved you.
That's so boring.
I don't think this is a nude beach.
Matt, don't go in the water, it's cold!
I can't take you anywhere.
I love you.
I was blind, now I see.
You made a believer out of me
I was blind, now I can see
You made a believer...
...out of me
I'm moving on up now
Getting out of the darkness
My light shines on
My light shines on. My light shines on
Well I was lost...
...now I'm found
I believe in you...
...I've got no bounds
Well, I was lost...
...but now I'm found
I believe in rock 'n' roll...
...I got no bounds
Cos I'm moving on up now
Getting out of the darkness
My light shines on. My light shines on
My light shines on
Sh-sh-shines on
We like to shine
Sh-sh-shines on
Sh-sh-shines on me
My light... shines on
The ice sheet can be four kilometres deep.
The ice found there can be half a million years old.
The air trapped in the ice recorded the climate when the ice was formed.
The Antarctic is the planet's memory.
A memory of a time before there were people.
She was twenty-one... beautifuI, egotisticaI
...careless and crazy.
Hey... listen to this.
Immediately after undressing, I was a little embarrassed
...to discover I had a hard-on when I lay down on my stomach beside her.
One of them had shaved her pubic hair.
You could easily make out her slender, delicate slit.
- I really go for that type of pussy-, Valerie said in a low voice.
- It makes you feeI like slipping your finger inside. -
As she lay down, I can make out the thick, plump lips of her pussy.
I heard footsteps approaching across the sand and closed my eyes again.
The sun's very hot on your skin.
Don't wave that belt in my face.
You know I got hurt once, while waving a belt in my face.
Oh, no, don't put my stockings on!
No, I can't see.
Forget who you are.
Forget where you are.
You're on a beach in San Juan.
Your eyes are closed...
...so you can't see them.
You feeI them watching you.
There's a couple behind me...
...where I...
I can feeI them looking at me.
And I put my hand between my legs...
...I'm so wet.
And she slides down her boyfriend's body...
She has the most amazing breasts.
And she's rubbing them.
And she's covered with oiI.
And she leans over to her boyfriend
...grabs his balls...
...puts his cock in her mouth...
Fuck me, Matt.
Come up here and fuck me.
Come up... come up here and fuck me.
Matt...
...fuck me.
Fuck me faster.
Fuck me.
Faster.
Fuck me.
Don't stop, fuck me faster. Good.
I am alone but adored By a hundred thousand more
Then I said when you were the last
And I have known love like a whore
From at least ten thousand more
Then I swore when you were the last
When you were the last high...
High, igh - igh -
You were awake
And I should've stayed but I wandered
I was only out for a day. Out for a day
It was Chicago for a moment...
...but then, it was...
...Paris or London for a few...
...days
Said I am alone but adored By a hundred thousand more
Then I said that you were the last
You were the last high
High, igh - igh - igh
You were the last high
Thanks for supper. No problem.
So, listen, it's Thanksgiving tomorrow.
I know. Well, we should do something.
I've got some dinner plans with some friends of mine from America.
You'd hate it.
This is really good, though.
Do it harder.
That's better.
Sometimes, when you kiss me, I just wanna bite you.
Not in a nice way. Like I wanna hurt you.
I wanna bite your lip really fucking hard and make you bleed.
What's wrong?
Do you wanna talk?
No. I'm just gonna go lie down.
Okay. Be in in a bit.
Night has fallen
Mute and cold
My horse is crying
But you know all this time
That you'd never want
Keep you still, dare to come
But you love me still
But you love me
Tears too cold
You okay?
Lisa didn't want to go to the gig that night.
So I gave her ticket away.
Five thousand people in a room
and you can still feeI alone.
Buy and sell you
Terrorise you
Mass destruct you
Flaunt you
Disconnect you
Cluster fuck you
We will crush you
Rocks are slow life
Did you put sugar in my tea?
Possibly.
I don't like sugar in my tea.
It's good for you. It will pick you up.
I don't wanna be picked up.
You not gonna drink your tea?
It's too hot.
And it's got sugar in it.
You are so boring today.
Bo-ring. Bo-ring! I'm sure there's someone named Bo Bo-ring.
Bo Derek.
You're so fucking interesting when you start taking pills early.
You know what? I haven't even taken any fucking pills at this time of the day.
I took my prescription pill that I've been taking since you fucking met me.
I haven't taken any of those pills. Did you see me take any of those pills?
Are you sitting in front of me, not paying any fucking attention to me?
Hey.
Hiya.
I brought you a present.
For me.
Just kidding.
Do my nipples feeI sore to you?
They are. Do you think?
Jacqueline was seventeen
Working on a desk when I... vor peered above a spectacle
Forgot that he had wrecked a girI
Sometimes these eyes
Forget the face they're peering from
When the face they peer upon
Well, you know that face as I do
And how in the return of the gaze
She can return you the face
That you are staring from
It's always better on holiday
So much better on holiday
That's why we only work when
We need the money
It's always better on holiday
So much better on holiday
That's why we only work when
We need the money
Gregor was down again, said...
...come on, kick me again, said...
...I'm so drunk. I don't mind if you kill me
Come on you gutless
Yeah, I am alive
Oh, I am alive
And how I know it
Ah, but for chips and for freedom I could die
It's always better on holiday
So much better on holiday
That's why we only work when
We need the money
It's always better on holiday
So much better on holiday
That's why we only work when
We need the money, yeah
Exploring the Antarctic is almost like exploring space.
You enter a void.
Thousands of miles with no people,
no animals... no plants.
You're isolated in a vast, empty continent.
Claustrophobia and agoraphobia in the same place.
Like two people in a bed.
We spent my birthday in a hoteI where a friend of Lisa's worked.
Lisa gave me a book on the Antarctic as my present.
The ice is everywhere, in everything. It spreads to all sides.
An unbounded void of alien whiteness and geometric rigour.
Antarctica is the highest, windiest, driest continent.
The simplest of topography and dynamics. An exercise in reductionism.
The iceberg is a microcosm of Antarctica.
It's a fragment torn loose from the continent, both substance and symboI.
Within its ice, (the berg contains) a record of all ice terrains.
As it moves away from the mass of ice, it gradually disintegrates.
Most bergs will last less than two months in open sea.
...so your butt goes like that.
It's just this, back and forth. But you have to move your ass more.
Do you love them? Turn round.
Bend over.
What time is it? Don't know.
Shall we have a line?
Oh, that's so attractive.
You don't have to worry.
We'll save the rest for later.
It was MichaeI Nyman's sixtieth birthday concert.
That was the night she told me she was going back to America.
You look like a gangster like that.
I'm trying to look like a gangster.
You look ugly.
I'm trying to look ugly.
It's just for a year.
Sometimes you have to have faith in people.
Will you miss me?
Always.
There was only a week before her flight home.
She was like a tourist in London.
She bought souvenirs and Christmas presents.
She was happy to be leaving.
Are you ready? Yep.
One, two, three...
Like this? Yep.
I see in your future...
The day she left was the first time she invited me to her apartment.
She didn't want me to come to the airport or to the station with her.
She didn't want any long goodbyes.
As you fly over the continent
you see the journey of the ice in reverse.
The sea, the iceberg, the sea ice,
the ice shelf and the ice sheet.
Each year, the ice inches its way...
...from the heart of the continent to the sea, into which it finally melts.
It's beautifuI!
You might know this one.
I never thought I'd see her go away
She learned I loved her today
Never thought I'd see her cry
And I learned how to love her today
Never thought I'd rather die
Than try to keep her by my side.
Now she's gone love burns inside me
Nothing else can hurt us now
No loss, our love's been hung on a cross
Nothing seems to make a sound
And now it's all so clear somehow
Nothing really matters now
We're gone and on our way
Now she's gone love burns inside me
She cuts my skin and bruise my lips
She's everything to me
She tears my clothes and burns my eyes
She's all I want to see
She brings the cold and scars my souI
She's heaven sent to me
Now she's gone love burns inside me
Never thought I'd leave you like the way that I do
Kiss my love and I wish you were gone
You can kiss my love and I wish you were gone
I never thought I'd leave you like the way that I do
You can kiss my love and I wish you were gone
Now she's gone love burns inside me
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